不本意ながら
ふほんいながら
- involuntarily; reluctantly; against one's inclination; against one's will; as a matter of unpleasant necessity; despite oneself adv
ふほんいながら
フ • ブ
negative; non-; bad; ugly; clumsy
ホン
もと
book; present; main; origin; true; real; counter for long cylindrical things
イ
idea; mind; heart; taste; thought; desire; care; liking